While I was writing this stuff I was listening to the music, a music like a silhouette a music hope that will never end. I sense the solitude of easement whenever I heard that melody. somewhat like a calling of the past, silent voices usually I heard whispering, the scratch of the leaves, whistle of the birds, dew of the winds, a blurred faces that I still trying to paint, a weak flame of a candle, a shadow around me, an old antique house, ray of the moon, the artifacts, a blue bay at night, and one lonely island filled my confused soul. I don't know if it's weird or whatever but I love this kind of thinking. I want a simple life, a very simple life. Every time I think of this I don't know what would happen next. In my entire life I have unfinished job a plan that has never been finished it's seems like I do nothing, feeling fool and crazy. I know it's not time to give up while we are still standing in our own feet on the ground there's hope. Every people I shared things I have learned, my principles getting stronger. Exploring, experimenting, mentally, physically, spiritually, emotionally, the water, the fire, the ground, and air, everything around us has an effect so much in our daily life...

Who would ever think that I, so called "Val" innocent who don't know nothing, now growing older trying to emerge from my cocoon and getting more independent.... How funny I am than who I was before. Only no or yes often words to say... In my journey, life resembles the wind that touches your heart and sometimes you are the wind that touches some others heart. We will never feel this way again after our role here in this world has ended. So let us enjoy and have fun. I am not a writer but I do love to sharing what I really want to convey, this is my passion. Many things in this world I would really want to experience. Things I haven't done, can't find what I want and many questions in my mind. Somehow, I am contented for what I had. I respect those people who are not bragging themselves for me I put them on top so high. Nobody is perfect and born as evil we all have different traits, but why other did those bad things maybe due to their needs we can't blame on them. There's nothing I have to wish only my silentness....